[PHONE ENTRY] question that always popped in my head...

I have always been asking myself, am I a good friend or a bad friend... and how does this question suddenly popped in my head?? see the picture above.. am I in that picture?? and yet they are my best friends.. and one more incident, it is when I hurt my friend's feeling and till now he doesn't want to talk to me.. and! this happens in the middle of 2OO9! I asked and begged for forgiveness, and yet, he and his big ego! ARGHHH! and now, I lost another good friend.. he always cheers up my days.. we both are best of friends but not long from now, he suddenly ignores me.. I tried to ask what was wrong but he wont even look at me.. I was damn sad, and at the same time, angry.. he just suddenly left me without telling me the reason.. till now, I've been asking myself, WHAT IS THE DAMN WRONG WITH ME?! WHAT DID I DO WRONG THAT HAD MADE YOU LEFT ME?! and no one would tell what was my bad things and habits.. somebody please, help me...

[PHONE ENTRY] lunch at the SUGARBUN...

fuhhh~ before, they asked me to cook some rice.. after they reach home, they changed their mind instead and we're lunching at SUGARBUN SARIKEI.. hehe.. as always, I ordered the special ABC and rice with a couple of chicken parts and damn I was so very full.. hehe.. after that we thought of going to NAM LEONG SUPERMARKET but mom's purse was empty, so, we're heading home now.. well, see you guys later on CHAOTIC ILLUSTRATION dot COM!

[PHONE ENTRY] cozy library...

huhh.. I thought of doing my NILAM today and here I am, at the town's public library.. I used my motorbike to get here.. it was cozy and cool here and it makes thing easier for me to do my work.. so, first, going through the library's books and hooked myself some of ENID BLYTON's books, my childhood fave books and author.. hehe.. so sad cause my friends couldn't accompanying me because they had to attend a birthday party.. so, there you go.. I'm lonely, here.. huhu.. so, check back later! gotta do my work! SEE YA!

[PHONE ENTRY] a day with mother nature...

hehe.. best giler mandi kat RANCHAN RECREATIONAL PARK.. airnya yang sejuk, daunan yang menghijau.. ish! memang best la.. hehe.. MIEY rasa nak pergi lagi.. amin..