[ENTRY] ...sudden change of mind

rain rain RAIN~

...saya mulakan dengan lafaz bismillahirahmanirahim


howdy readers! welcome to another new chapter of my life here in my bloglife 2.o.. so, firstly, I am still busy with the exam and all.. my mood today was from happy to furious because of something or someone or some else or what ever.. hmmm~ oh, and today was so weird.. from morning till first thing in the afternoon, it has been sunny and warm, well, to be honest, it is kinda hot actually.. I was sweating like I was in a sauna house.. huhuu~ and suddenly, the weather changed.. the sky was packed with gray clouds and thunders could be heard here and there.. then, the rain came.. it was harsh, not so harsh until pull up a tree from its roots.. hehee~ just plain harsh.. and I was still at school.. the rain came around 1.4o p.m. and we finished school almost 2.oo p.m... so, I have to wait till the rain stops and reached home around 3.oo p.m... huhuu~ thank GOD the rain was not long.. hehee~ okay, till now my story ends.. I need to get ready to go to SUGARBUN to qiang my friend, HUA HONG! hehehee~ see y'all next chapter! teehee~

saya akhiri dengan lafaz yang mulia, wabillahitaufik walhidayah wasalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

MAY 25, 2010

flashback reminisced whilst I was on my mobile vehicle, taking in some nightly air and saw the MOON, hiding beneath the DARK clouds, being LONELY without anyone nor anything beside IT. then, milliseconds before, I saw a DIM star, all by itself, feeling left out. I was curious about my feelings when I saw GOD's most prized possessions. I can feel what the MOON and the STAR feels. at that time, i REMINISCED back my past MEMORABILIA with my family and friends. I feel the air, caressing my face, making me feel more relaxed. the SUN's light is reflected by the MOON to the EARTH surface and shone my way. the pavement gray was lit slightly. the wind blows the high growing grass around me, making the sounds that makes me well soothed. I embrace the nightly air, through the nose, into my lungs. the freshness was unbelievable. it was meters away from my heavenly home, passing some bricked buildings, pavement gray, greenish grass, lighting streetlights and the well-cleaned air. crickets sing here and there, making my ears busy and my eardrums vibrate. the mobile vehicle vibrates and sounds come out from the exhaust. I was still admiring the nature's beauty that night. last thing I know, I already passed my house and had to turn back. I opened the sliding, silvery gate so I can come in. stop, and then close it again. zooming towards my mobile vehicle's parking lot. I offed the engine then got off. I was still shivering from the cold night and rubbed my arms till I felt the warmth of it. I forward to my faded-colored door and reached for the brassy knob. once reached it, I turned and pushed the door in. stepped in, hands caressing the wall and here I am, writing this on my personal blog. I'm telling you all this is because I want to share what I feel tonight. ending this with a farewell.