Friday, December 24

[PHONE ENTRY] question that always popped in my head...




I have always been asking myself, am I a good friend or a bad friend... and how does this question suddenly popped in my head?? see the picture above.. am I in that picture?? and yet they are my best friends.. and one more incident, it is when I hurt my friend's feeling and till now he doesn't want to talk to me.. and! this happens in the middle of 2OO9! I asked and begged for forgiveness, and yet, he and his big ego! ARGHHH! and now, I lost another good friend.. he always cheers up my days.. we both are best of friends but not long from now, he suddenly ignores me.. I tried to ask what was wrong but he wont even look at me.. I was damn sad, and at the same time, angry.. he just suddenly left me without telling me the reason.. till now, I've been asking myself, WHAT IS THE DAMN WRONG WITH ME?! WHAT DID I DO WRONG THAT HAD MADE YOU LEFT ME?! and no one would tell what was my bad things and habits.. somebody please, help me...