[ENTRY] my punishment...

WHY?!

what did I do to DESERVE this kind of TREATMENT?!

why are YOU making me feel like I'm the GUILTY one?!

I feel like I have no REASONS to LIVE anymore!

AM I REALLY that BAD of a PERSON?!
I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO CRY MY HEARTS OUT!!!

ARGHHHHH!!!!

ya ALLAH!

please forgive my SINS towards my FRIENDS!

please, oh please STRENGTHENS my FRIENDSHIP with him!

amin ya rabbal alamin...